I wasnât always the calm, present, and grounded person I am today.
Not even close.
Honestly, a few years ago, I couldnât even imagine this life.
Back then, Erikâs job required us to live upstate, and there werenât any local work opportunities for me. So, I took a tech sales job in Manhattan. The commute? Five hours a day. Iâm not exaggeratingâFIVE HOURS.
Iâd leave the house at 6 a.m. and wouldnât get home until 8 p.m. most nights. It was brutal.
We had just gotten a puppy, and I completely missed his entire puppyhood.
Even when I was home, I wasnât really there. Iâd sit on the couch, but my mind was already racing about the next morningâs train ride, the calls, the meetings... It felt like I couldnât stop the spiral.
My nervous system was fried.
I felt trapped, like I couldnât keep doing this.
But you know what people kept telling me? âOh, youâre youngâyouâll be fine.â
I remember sitting on the train, overhearing parents talk about how it would take them hours to get home if their kid got sick at school.Theyâd share stories about missing school plays, dinners, and all those little moments that really make life feel alive. Iâd hear them and just think, 'I donât want that for myself. I canât do that when I have a family.'
That realization lit something inside meâa fire, honestly. I didnât just want that freedom for me. I wanted it for the people I was listening to right now. I could feel the pain in their voice.
That grind went on for 18 months, and it wrecked me. My mind was constantly racing, my body was in overdrive, and I just felt numb. I was in survival mode every single day.
Fast-forward six or seven years, and honestly? It feels surreal to think about how much has changed.
Now, I get to stay home with my daughter, Claire. Iâve been there for every momentâevery laugh, every milestoneâand I soak it all in. My mind is calm. My body feels free. And Iâm doing the work I love most: channeling and helping other people find that same kind of emotional freedom.
It wasnât easy, though. I had to learnâmostly the hard wayâhow to take back my life. And I didnât do it with those big, flashy manifestation techniques you see everywhere.
Hereâs the thing: no one was teaching me how to manifest that.
All the tools and courses I found were about manifesting external stuffâmoney, cars, homes. But no matter how much money I had, I still felt awful inside.
I had to figure it out on my own.
I realized that no amount of money would ever scratch the deep itch I felt inside. Through trial and error, through panic attacks and heartbreak, I learned how to heal. I learned how to slow down. And I started focusing on the internal shifts that mattered more than the external wins.
Thatâs when I started channeling and channeled a manifestation method Iâd never seen before.It gave me the emotional ROI Iâd been craving and is now the method I teach to all my clients today.
When I prioritized regulating my nervous system and healing everything I had been avoidingâeverything changed. My mind became calm. My body felt lighter. I started to rediscover my authentic self. And suddenly, life didnât feel so overwhelming anymore.
And hereâs the wild part: once I worked on feeling better emotionally and mentally, the external stuff started falling into place naturally. The finances, the successâit all showed up as a byproduct of getting myself right first.
Like, really here.
My mind is where my two feet are. Iâve learned how to manage my emotions, how to slow down, and how to breathe through the moments that used to send me spiraling.
Iâve healed the parts of me that kept me sprinting through lifeâalways chasing, never arriving.
These days, Iâm all about soakin' in slow mornings with my familyâbaking sourdough for breakfast, my daughter playing, Erik by my side. And then thereâs Jax, my rescue pup whoâs about to turn seven and is the absolute center of my world.
Iâll be honestâthere isnât a day that goes by where I donât feel the ache of missing out on those first years of his life. I think about all the moments I lost when I was too exhausted and too anxious to be present with him. That pain fuels me to show up differently now. Every walk, every cuddle, every wag of his tail is my chance to make it up to him.
Hereâs what Iâve learned:
Itâs never too late to change.
To slow down.
To savor.
To heal.
If I can get here, I know you can too.
And if any part of my story resonates with youâif youâre craving that calm, that peace, that feeling of finally being presentâIâm here to help you find it. Through my work as an intuitive channeler, I can guide you to uncover whatâs keeping you stuck and help you find the freedom youâve been searching for.
Whether itâs through The Healed Millionaireâespecially the VIP Tier with monthly 1:1 channeling sessionsâor a one-time 1:1 Breakthrough Session, Iâm here to channel what's going on and guide you to the other side so you can experience a lifetime of peace and happiness.
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I can 100% do without the drivers though đ
Next up on the list:
Build a family compound on 20+ acres in New England
Retire Erik from his job
Buy property out in New Mexico
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